Dear world

Why do things happen ? Why are things the way they are? Why can't something's be changed ? 

Why are some of us forced to live this way and I say that as one of the lucky ones, and if I'm suffering and I'm lucky I can't even fathom how the unlucky ones suffer.

Why is it so hard to change the world for the better but it's so easily corrupt?

Dear life, please point me in the direction of the closest exit becuse I can't watch nor be a part of this anymore.

If this generation are this bad I don't want to see what the next has in store.

Dear world, why is it so easy for us to destroy you and yet you're the only one we have and once that ends so do we.

 Why do we not realise our mortality until it's to late ? 

Why do I have so many questions and why are so many unnswered ? 

The simple things

Earlier this week the child I look after (let's call him Adam) and I went to feed the ducks, I myself haven't done this for a few years, but watching Adam and just being there in the moment was something I think I've been missing in my life recently.

His little giggle every time a duck picked up the bread he threw was adorable, so innocent and full of joy, yet what we were doing was so simple. I had so much fun watching him and joining in.

I have missed the small and simple things.

So memo to self, enjoy everything no matter how small or simple it may seem.